I am Pain ch5

Dear diary

What in the devils name is this? My new dresser, the one Harms told me would be full of new clothes, it is full of black leather pants and black shirts!
He can't mean for me to wear this! It is the clothes of a hunter! Not a poor farmers boy! Well, I could not find any other clothes in my room, so I guess these would have to do!
I better run now, I do not want the others to get angry with me for being late! Until next time my dear diary, if i survive this that is.


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Walking through the hallways I almost ran back to my room in fear. I guess Syn did not make a joke when he told me to follow the screams, but it did spund more like mad laughter to my ears.
I could make out the crazy laughter of Rev through the noise, and what seemed like music. But why would there be music? And what kind of beat would that be, I have never heard anything like it!
I can hear drums! And something that almost sound like a piano, but it can't be. No piano make sounds like this! And the voice, the dark growling voice, it sounds like something beyond the grave!
My curiosity got the best of me and I started running in the direction of the crazy rhythm. I could make out the words now… The lyrics they got my blood boiling!

1 2 3 4 to the floor
I give blood for blood
But you want more&
1 2 3 4 to the floor
I give blood for blood
Not more

What is this? Who does the voice belong too? Stopping in front of the huge metal doors, I sneak closer to listen more closely. My fear leaving my body and my hands reaching out
to push the doors open. It slides open like the metal weigh nothing but air and the sight in front of me, I can not help but stare!

Forever yours
From head to feet
Till the breaking down
In the lustful heat
Tonight I'll love you forever
When I go down and eat
Hot sweat in black leather
We're moving to the beat
1 2 3 4 to the floor
I give blood for blood
But you want more
1 2 3 4 to the floor
I give blood for blood
Not more
Until the end of night
I will always be your whore
Until the sun will shine
I give blood for blood
Not more


The boys I met earlier, they`re playing all kinds of instruments! The music, it is them who make it. And the voice, I can't even believe it. It is the baron, Harms, who is singing! That dark voice,
I should have known that it was him. Shivers run down my spine as I focus on his voice, every single word coming out of those lips making my mind wander. The words, not even scaring me the slightest.
Even the meaning should be quite frightening, but for some reason, it makes my mouth water. Blood, why does it sounds so appealing all of a sudden.

It's not a game
This love is true
When you scream my name
Both of you
You are going commando
Let us trick and treat
It takes two to tango
We're moving to the beat
1 2 3 4 to the floor
I give blood for blood
But you want more
1 2 3 4 to the floor
I give blood for blood
Not more
Until the end of night
I will always be your whore
Until the sun will shine
I give blood for blood
Not more

The song coming to an end, and the room gets quiet. Everyone looking at me with amused faces, why? I look to my side and that is when i see him, the I thought was missing.
Not with the others playing, the one called Shadows. I stare for a bit until i see what is going on, In his lap there is a young girl, seems like she is around my age. And his mouth, locked around her neck.
Blood trickling slowly down his chin as he feeds from her. I guess this should frighten me, but again at the thought of blood my mouth water.

I turn back to the others, Harms smiling at me with a satisfied look on his face, and I notice more blood. His plain white shirt is soaking in it.

"why is everyone staring at me" I ask with curiosity seeping through my words.

"Well child, I guess most of us thought you would freak out and run away. Not many have seen a vampire feast on humans, and those who do are usually the main course." Harms said with amusement.

"Why would I freak out? I already knew you were vampires, and I have gotten quite used to the thought of living among them."

"Then my child, the question I would have to ask. Are you willing to become one of us? To live forever and be feared by everyone for the rest of your time walking this earth?"

"I believe I am ready, as long as you keep your promise and help my dad until the day he dies of old age."

"I will keep my promise child, I have not broken one yet."

I could see the others nodding, I guess they all made a deal with the baron, after all, they trust him.

"Come here my child, The full moon is up tonight, my blood runs stronger this night." Reaching out his hand i grab it slowly and find myself in his lap. His lips are grazing my neck and I close my eyes.
Not from fear, but acceptance. I can hear Rev laughing and running around shouting out weird stuff, and almost chanting something about getting a new *baby brother*. And the others, they do not make a sound.
Just standing there, waiting for what is about to happen. I swallow the lump in my throat, and hold my breath for a second. And suddenly without warning, I can feel his fangs entering the vain running through
my heart. The gentle suction on my jugular vain making my heart beat slower and slower, and my head starting to feel empty. I can't focus on anything but the feeling of Harms against my skin, under it, inside me.
Pulling away after sealing my wounds, he pulls up hi shirt and rips the skin open with his fangs before he holds it to my lips. I can smell his blood, it smells like the best wine you could ever imagine. And I quickly
covers the bleeding cut with my lips, sucking at it, slowly at first. And it explodes in my mouth, I can't get enough. It tastes so good, but sadly, he pulls away.

"Enough now my child, I need at least some of it to live. And you, you need some sleep." Pointing over at Shadows and Syn he starts walking out of the room. "You two will carry him to his room, I will retire for the night."

"Yes Harms" They both answer as they walk over to where I am sitting. As they pull me out of the chair I suddenly get the feeling of someone stabbing me through the heart. The pain, my whole body is burning,
but I can't even scream. My voice is gone, my body starts shaking and the guys almost drop me outside my room.
They carefully tuck me in under the covers as my mind starts to go blank and the last thing I hear is the words *welcome to the family* before I black out.